Holy shit it's been a fucking year?!

I haven't really been coding or wanting to share much of my thoughts given just how rough and awful things have been in general. I have missed this though! I want to be brave and share more because I'm tired of being scared but also the world is a fuck! I really do NOT want to talk about that, I have thoughts and do very much care though worry not my fellow web surfer. So...let's talk about things I've done since around august!

Recently, I've gotten into Project Sekai, I really do not give a shit about like 85% of the fandom and have been having fun. I am Wondashow and Niigo fan! Obvious choices are obvious but I will defend them from weird assholes. I joined in early 2024, so way WAY before Mizuki5 which was one of the craziest Gacha events I've witnessed in a hot minute. I've been working on storing my files and prepping to swap over to MP3 player instead of relying on spotify, cus while spotify is a very solid way to stream music it's kind of annoying to use sometimes. I know you can use cracked versions but I'm opting to downloading MP3s and FLACs to smack into winamp. Did you know I still thought Computers couldn't play FLACs? It's true!

I got a Visual Novel kick too! I've been playing Fate/Stay Night and got obssessed with the Mapo Tofu Man himself. I also finally finished Higurashi Chapter 1 and HOLY SHIT, Ryukishi really is as peak as people gas him up to be. I was so enthralled that I'm gonna play it again soon. I got Umineko on the back burner and Higanbana. I'm REALLY excited to play Higanbana. There's others but some of the content is a bit much for my current mental state like You and Me and Her, SubaHibi, Jistatsu 101 to name a few. I know those are surface level Denpa but sometimes one must dip their toes in before submerging.

Other than that I realized I do indeed have OCD and it's really made my world more understandable. It's like a veil had been lifted, I still of course have compulsions and intrusive thoughts, I have to figure out how to manage that shit on my own which is going to be roughhhh. Besides that, ya weird ass goth freak has been surviving and dealing with whatever life throws their way. I feel that even though these next years are going be rough, terrible, horrid even there is still hope for good changes. Take it easy on yourself, love yourself and your loved ones.
Happy new year!

Oh and I experienced a link breaking from a tilted Marquee